Chatting with my friends fromThailand

It's comforting to know that what you went through/are going through is also being had by others.

Im also happy being back but noone understands what ive experienced apart from who were there wh me which puts me in a weird spot... But i guess you know what i talk about

lol

have you been getting kats emails?

Yes, well, until i blocked her... Depressed me too much

Hihi

HAHAHAHAH!!!

Lost... One of the reasons i left: most longterm expats were lost to the max. Didnt want to end up like that
No, just the fact that most of the expats are running away from something and you just cant run away from yourself. You hv to fight ur fears and obstacles. They'll always travel wh you. Better to deal wh it and not try n run... Thats one of my biggest lessons in the last year.

I didnt go there to try n solve something, I tried to figure out if i could live in Th for a longer period of time. Well, I cant! I am Western, always will be, cherish my friends n family n love asia but dont want to swap one for the other

I found out there are some things I highly value and do not want to compromise... In order to stick to that I need to be right here, in cold, negative, dark n wet Holland... The other things are so important for me that Ill cope wh the rest

U r who u r!

Im sorry i missed that party back then

I was very drunk but...

What time you hv?

career to do list

update resume

find out how to write a grant

ask for advice on improvement from supervisor

email lady working with burmese women at the hospital

get a crappy retail or restaurant job to pay extra bills in the mean time

rosetta stone arabic

rosetta stone spanish

learn spanish

learn arabic

practice burmese?

apply apply to world relief

omg i found dream jobs

I told you

http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2042097/Student-Nazi-dress-day-causes-outrage-Thailand.html

really... i can't find the words...

these are the people i was dealing with everyday.

and the best part of the article - imagining all of the thai teachers and hell - the whole country - looking confused and asking each other what the problem is.

i once tried to relate it to year zero for them. maybe, i thought, they would understand something closer to their country aka neighbor and during their lifetime. but those fuckers had no idea what that was either.

hey mai pen lai you lazy asses. mai pen lai.

is it serious?

I really hate when people ask if a relationship is serious. that makes it sound terrible.

word association - cancer, terminal, really bad

pushed into the water

Riverside


"When you're young, you think everything you do is disposable. You move from now to now, crumpling time up in your hands, tossing it away. You're your own speeding car. You think you can get rid of things, and people too - leave them behind. You don't yet know about the habit they have, of coming back.

Time in dreams is frozen. You can never get away from where you've been."
Margaret Atwood

This one likes a good penis joke

on the plane;
Frances - Are those nuts in your pocket (in a seductress voice)
Mom - hahahaha i bet you've used that one before

and there was that comment she made about my birthday card.
i pointed out the badly drawn breasts on the woman.
and she pointed out that they look like sad penises, then claimed that she didn't say penises and asked what kind of penises i was looking at.

good thing i spend a lot of time at bars so my parents expect this of me.

This is your life- the music industry

chicago...

i drank a lot.
33 drinks
didn't pay for at least half.

met viva brother at a bar. my friends can thank me for that hook up.
they put us on the list for their show the next night since it was sold out.

went to the show.

after partied with them. bar. tour bus. bar. bar.

despite temptations i was a good girl.