you are mine to take.

after feeling down, and starting a variety of depressing blogs and following through with the depressing/slit my wrist tweets...i received a letter with a quote that I would like to share



Who knows where life will take me next? The world is my lobster after all.

BIG love to you all. I hope to see many of you in the next few months.

metta

metta

metta

now... for those of you who still don't understand what I'm saying when I sign off with "metta"...it is from the buddhist philosophy, it is the essence of Thai massage. When I explain this, it gives me goosebumps as this is what makes my spirit soar and my head swim sometimes when I am working...(and this is why I should always be doing massage and not something else!), in three words the simplest I can say is: unconditional unadulterated love.

Kat... incarnated yet again.

xxx

who will take my picture?

who will take my picture when I am standing on the beautiful beach and putting my toes in the water?
who will be with me and talk about the colors and the people and things we find in the world?
who will help me when I am lost or translate for me when I don't understand?
who will be there for me when I had a bad day?
there is no one.

don't you dare look forward to returning to the place where you were taken care of because it is gone.