Freedom to Lead

hey, by the way tonight was very funny at class

yes i enjoyed being there, except for being hungry. thank you again for dinner!!

u r more than welcome

haha

tomorrow evening, eat something which make you full

:)

ok

until 8 pm then we can be hungry again

haha

hahaa

ok i will plan on being hungry at 8

and drink some milk before class

:)

hey, seriously i want to say that don't feel sorry for leaving me

because i think you feel not good about it

i am sad, and i hope you do well, i think you are smart enough and driven enough and that is very good

yes i can see on your face that you still feel bad to leave me

ooooo look at my new picture!

so i don't want you to feel that way

yes i see it

nice

haha

I want you to be happy, that is a true. Of course I want you to be my tutor longer time and I know you think I will be fine and which is very right. I am good.

yes. thank you for not being upset by it. and i am sure i will see you again

i mean after i leave

of course i will see you tomorrow

hhahahaha

and when i come back you will be in a university

yes yes tomorrow

i hope so

but if not

i am not sad

i will be doing something

somewhere

ha, look i like 'some'

hahaha

Report · 10:00pm

I completely understand you. And trust me , I am not upset

I am happy that you will be home soon and feel good.

me too

so, from now on I do not want you to think about leaving me and feel sorry. Be Strong

for me

pls

:)

ok

because I will be good I promise

you will hear good news from me sooner or later

after you went USA

goooood!

yes

so, pls delete leaving me feel sorry part from your brain and mind

In my mind, you never leave me.

and I am feeling good.

ooooo very sweet

let me keep it.

thanks

ok

:)

good. now i feel very good. i will give u your time

will not be interrupting all the time

:)

MAI

saying goodbye is hard

saying goodbye and good luck and sorry there is no one to teach you is harder

saying goodbye and good luck and sorry and knowing your future is almost worth staying to change.

you try so hard but because of where you were born and circumstances and wars beyond your control you cannot have the future that I can have. you have to try so hard to receive so little and for that I am responsible for leaving you.

you are strong. please do well.

I wish for you the best.

flying home

so finding a ticket is getting to be stressful
found my first - SEL to LAX with a stop in china
but the second. thought i could do LAX straight to BNA
no, i have to stop in CO. without seeing my bro
and it lands at 11pm on a friday

what i told my mom on fbook chat:

who's going to greet me at 11pm?

everyone will be too tired

or out partying

since it is a friday

and that is really what landing is all about

it's the crowd you bring to the airport

would that make you love me

it's in the 100s here.
and they still won't turn on the ac in the office.

i wonder if i fainted would they turn it on then

because i guarantee that will happen. the fainting, not the ac

fucking awful

garlic

http://www.bangkokpost.com/news/local/225026/chiang-mai-hotel-connected-to-four-deaths-gets-police-all-clear

several people have ended up dead in a hotel in chiang mai.


the workers at the hotel started showing up to work with garlic around their necks. they think it's the ghosts.

Sexual Harrassment...panda

http://www.cnn.com/2011/LIVING/03/03/cb.boss.flirting.with.employee/index.html?hpt=C2

is it still illegal in Thailand?

what about if your company doesn't follow your contract?

and your boss is friends with everyone else above him and won't get in trouble?

and open marriages and relationships are very common?

No. this article has not helped my situation. not at all. well, maybe if it happens in America

free time

Say you are working 10 hours a day. in Thailand.
you finished all of your work for the week in the first 2 hrs of Monday
for some reason all of your coworkers are still working come Thursday. who knows what they are doing.
you feel guilty for always reading magazines and novels, it just seems more obvious that you have nothing to do.
so you work on your computer
you have finished catching up on current events - both news and entertainment.
you have read the funny websites like fml
you've browsed wikipedia
what else is there?

maybe go to health.com and see what kind of trivia and knowledge you can pick up. you browse different articles on marijuana, manic depression, and constipation. just because they are the newest and most viewed.

you then hear giggling behind you. you are at the constipation article. and you didn't think the ppl behind you could speak english.

well i can now tell you that antidepressants cause constipation. and not from experience, but because of the articles i read