Thursday, June 23, 2011

himhah

how many people does it take to convince you not to do something?
do you think they are being foolish and just dont understand?
then you would hear it a lot and start to believe, right?
what happens when you hear it more and more?
what will you do?

wouldn't you consider their point of view instead of being more stubborn?
do you want to win that bad?

i drop friends when they tell me i'm doing something wrong. but if a lot of people are telling me i think i would start to believe it.

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

This and That

What are you doing these days?
oh, you know...
... No. I don't know.
this and that.
...What is 'this and that'
you know. this and that.

this goes on for another 30 min

dont pressure me to answer if i give an answer so vague. what the fuck do you think im doing? i'm adjusting to american life and trying to find a job you inane old bat

Monday, June 20, 2011

absence


Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell.

Sunday, June 12, 2011

I miss my brother, my students, and my friends

I'll Believe In Anything :
Give me your eyes
I need sunshine
Give me your eyes
I need sunshine
Your blood
Your bones
Your voice
and your ghost

We've both been very brave
Walk around with both legs
Fight the scary day
We both pull the tricks out of our sleeves

but I'll believe in anything
and you'll believe in anything
said I'll believe in anything
and you'll believe in anything

If I could take the fire out from the water
I'd share a life and you'd share a life
If I could take the fire out from the water
I'd share a life and you'd share a life
If I could take the fire out from the water
I'd take you where nobody knows you
And nobody gives a damn
said nobody knows you
and nobody gives a damn

and I could take another hit for you
and I could take away your trips from you
and I could take away the salt from your eyes
and take away the spitting salt in you
and I could give you my apologies
by handing over my neologies
and I could take away the shaking knees
and I could give you all the olive trees
oh look at the trees and look at my face and look at a place far away from here

Give me your eyes
I need sunshine
Give me your eyes
I need sunshine
Your blood
Your bones
Your voice
and your ghost

We've both been very brave
Walk around with both legs
Fight the scary day
We both pull the tricks out of our sleeves

but I'll believe in anything
and you'll believe in anything

If I could take the fire out from the water
I'd share a life and you'd share a life
If I could take the fire out from the water
I'd share a life and you'd share a life
If I could take the fire out from the water
I'd take you where nobody knows you
And nobody gives a damn
I said nobody knows you
and nobody gives a damn
I said nobody knows you
and nobody gives a damn either way
About your blood
your bones
your voice
and ghost
because nobody knows you
and nobody gives a damn either way

and now I'll believe in anything

Thursday, June 2, 2011

the eye of the stove and the heart

how many times do you have to get burned before you learn to stop putting your hand on the stove?

you see many eyes on the stove and you think they can't all be hot.

so you test one.

you test two.

you test three.

each time you test you see something different than the last one. but yet each time you are burned.

maybe someday it won't burn, you think to yourself.

and you test the forth.

and the forth seems cool but suddenly your body shakes with the sizzle that runs through your fingers and you have a pain that is richer than the others. for before, the others had excuses. and what is the forth eye's excuse? he was just a stove eye, just like the others, and it was in his nature.

when do you learn that you will never be the same temperature as the eyes? do you have to touch more stove tops? it is in your nature to learn and grow. as it is in their nature to be hot. and so must it be that your nature is also to get burned?